"Timor Mortis Conturbat Me" (Reprise)
The one thing about growing older is that you reach a point where you realize that every day brings you closer to losing someone you love----a parent, a friend, a pet, a spouse. This is of course true throughout life, but for most of us, losses prior to middle age are much more widely spaced. Then suddenly you reach a point where a lot of people you love are at or near the end of life.
I think this might be at the root of the panic and depression so many of my friends seem to be experiencing. Even the medication doesn't help all of them. One who has always been a pillar of strength is currently caught up in a depression/panic spiral and nothing seems to help. I remember very well what this is like and indeed have to be pretty vigilant in staving off similar feelings of my own.

